Two things about me: I’m bad with looking after money, and I love food far too much.

I’m going to attempt to improve on both of these by setting myself a food budget of $60 per week. On top of this, I’m committing to eating fresh produce, which means nothing mass-produced or packaged (You get what I mean).

So today was day one.

All purchased from a local fruit+vege place. No supermarkets : )

All purchased from a local fruit+vege place. No supermarkets : )

So as well as what is shown above I got another dozen eggs and 10kg of potatoes, all up costing me $58 (under budget, woo!). It remains to be seen whether this will be enough (or too much?), and whether I can make proper use of it all. I think it’s a really important lesson to learn not to waste food, so I’m strictly going to make sure everything gets made the most of.

I’m thinking of making a trip to the local scrappy to see if they have any old empty oil drums, maybe I can even wire it over and make a little woodfire grill.

I imagine my constitution is going to take it pretty hard for the first couple of weeks (a diet with no sushi in it is very likely going to be rejected by my body!). I also notice I have no cheese….I think I will die….although I do have butter.

Anyway, wish me luck!

2-Minute Musings.

“…energy surrounds us and binds us. Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter. You must feel the Force around you; here, between you, me, the tree, the rock, everywhere, yes. Even between the land and the ship.”

Yoda is 2.5 feet tall, a goblin/alien hybrid, fictional and smarter than you or I.

I had a small moment of clarity before in which I made a connection and figured out a way to articulate something which has been banging around inside for months.

I remember reading King Lear when I was younger and taking note of the biblical reference from Mark 3:24. “If a kingdom is divided against itself, that kingdom cannot stand.” I’m not religious at all, but I believe this is a truth which transcends belief. There is no thing which can survive conflict with itself, at a small or large scale. When human brains fall to ruin, so often there is an internal conflict. Sadness and depression so often seem to come from fighting with what you want and what you are. Cancer is, ultimately, the inevitable and natural mutation of our body as it turns on itself.

We are not owners of the Earth, we are members of it. The Earth itself is an organism, and all life upon it is inexorably part of that organism; we are all equal and we are all universally linked.

As human beings, we can no longer live so oblivious to this truism. We are not masters of the Earth, we are only a part of it. As long as we abuse and exploit the Earth itself and the other organisms (just like us), we continue to turn the Earth upon itself.

Inevitably, a quick google search revealed that somebody far smarter than I had sad all this far more concisely…


An organism at war with itself is doomed. HUMAN RACE! Stop seeing yourself as superior to the things around you; there is no excuse for slaughter and slavery, regardless of sex, race, colour or species.

‘Until he extends his circle of compassion to include all living things, man will not himself find peace.” – Albert Schweitzer

I’ve not always been aware of this, but now I am, and I hope you all will be too.

Self-revolution/eat your colours.

Tonight I met a person more interesting, inspirational, fearless and liberal than I could have imagined. The Honourable Michael Kirby gave a public lecture directed towards my law school, primarily concerned with the issue of animal rights in the law.

Before I go on, I’ll summarise my opinions pre-lecture. For a long time I’ve been developing a stance which leant away from eating meat, not for issues of taste or anything arbitrary like that, but for ethical reasons. This move has been gradual, and it’s important to understand the chronology of it if my position is to make much sense.

Towards the end of last year, I had become more and more disillusioned by whatever this abstract idea of being human is; I know humans, I see them all the time, I see the way they behave and I see how the vast majority of them seem to give less than one shit about anything other than themselves. needless to say, my point of view at that point was upsetting. Having come out of it, however, the idea has become more rational.

I truly believe that humans are animals; that sounds stupid, but give me a second to explain. Somewhere along the line, we started convincing ourselves we were special in some way. Was it intelligence? Empathy? Love? Freedom? I can’t answer the why, all I know is that this chauvinism is, to me, absurd. We remain animals, and by that token we are animals as valuable as any other. I can see no reason why we should place ourselves on this ridiculous pedestal in which our life is inherently more valuable than the lives of other living things.

Following inherently from this; if animals are ‘worth’ as much as us, why should their rights be diminished? Why should killing an animal be acceptable, except in the most extenuating of circumstances (bearing in mind there are circumstances in which it is legally acceptable to kill a human). It’s death without reason, and death without reason is murder.

That was my own stance, but the lecturer addressed numerous ideas I had already agreed with. He was very intelligent. Mr Kirby spoke at length about the desensitized relationship we have with ‘flesh’; it’s not a living thing to us, it’s a vacuum-sealed bit of pudgy red stuff that sits on a supermarket shelf. It didn’t get there by chance; it was bred and raised to be murdered in a slaughterhouse, in the most inhumane, terrorizing and awful of circumstances. There is simply nothing justifiable about the way we run our meat industry, even if we leave the issue of vegetarianism aside.

His philosophical points struck me particularly hard. This animal, whatever it might be, is raised from it’s birthday to death day, with the sole destination being this rank, bloody, horrid abattoir, begging the question; is it simply better that this creature never lived at all? Is what we are inflicting on it so morally abhorrent that it would actually prefer never to have been born. Put yourself in this situation; in my case, the answer isn’t difficult.

For brevity, I won’t go into the social, economic and environmental issues; suffice to say, the meat industry is a terrible detriment to the environment (through waste water production and methane emissions), and that it is an economically intensive and insensible process; we could feed so many more people if we weren’t feeding cows crops. In New Zealand, I have driven past countless hundreds of acres growing a crop called ‘Pioneer’ corn, which is specific to feeding livestock. It’s really just so counter-intuitive. On top of this, a meat-heavy diet has strong links with cancer development. Blah blah blah, I could go on but I’m sure you all know it.

Before I lose my train of thought, I’ll round it up with saying I was inspired. This man was truly great, and had achieved in one life the level of academic and social recognition I could only dream of. There was so much more to him than what I have summarised here, but I can’t go on forever. Wish me luck everybody, as tomorrow is the first day of my true vegetarianism. Let’s see how it goes.

Plus I got to go to the lecture with somebody pretty fucking incredible so that was a big bonus, heh. Wouldn’t be me without some over thinking in that area.

I’d be interested to hear other peoples thoughts.

Anyway, here’s Morrissey, for your daily audiogasm.